Dry fast

The weekend is over and I'm incredibly glad. All I ever do is binge like crazy and feel horrible about it. This week I plan to work it all off, which is why today I plan to start my dry fast. I hope to do it for today and tomorrow because there simply is no other way out of this mess. I'm desperate to get back on track. Sadly this happens every single week. I splurge over the weekend and then fast/ over excercise during the week. I'm honestly so tired of doing this... It is far too time consuming and seems to hold importance over things that in reality should be my priorities. It makes me mad that I'm so susceptible to this disorder. Woke up at 5 am this morning and started mg dry fast then biked down to the bus stop. I hope that I can do this again. I'm a mess and nothing else:(